I am tired. I woke up this morning at five in the morning to some severe pain. I can handle pain quite well, but this made me cry. I don't know what it was, but I must say I never want that to come back. I am hoping I just had a severe cramp and that was it. I have no clue though. I think I was more upset with the fact that I was so tired and I couldn't lay down. It sucked.
It has been raining all day and just gloomy. A good day to read a book. haha. You all know what is coming right? lol. Yes, I read a book today. "The Notebook" -Nicholas Sparks. It isn't very long, so it is a perfect book for a rainy day. I thought I had read this, but I had not and I was thinking of a totally different book. I think maybe it was better than I had not read it because it was incredibly sad. It was a good book, but I am afraid I won't be reading that one again because I am just way to emotional for that kind of stuff. haha. It was a powerful book though, makes you think about things. I don't know if I should say that though, because I think about everything all the time, and in depth. I have that problem.
to read about this book.
There is the link, if anyone wants to check it out. It is a nice story and it is based on the author's wifes grandparents. That makes it even harder to know that it actually happened...
Today two years ago I was preparing for the rehearsal dinner and getting the last of the details together. What a stressed girl I was. We had a lot of fun at the dinner though, and then I was off to spend the night with Amanda. I think I only slept like three hours...but I didn't think the day would ever come...and now its been two years. My how time has went by, and how different I have become. I am the same Amy I always was, but I have just added some things to my personality as I have grown. It is so weird and unexplainable at the moment because I am in a daze.
It is already four in the afternoon. I have yet to take a shower because I have been cleaning and reading. I feel like a skank. I am suppose to go shopping with Amber and yet I have no desire to move my ass. ...like sand through the hour glass...these are the lazy days of my life...