May 17th, 2002

pezhead

i should be sleeping...

So I am bored so I decided to make a whole entry about me. Things you might know about me and things you might not. I probably wont be able to think of any really, but I shall entertain myself.

** I am a girl and woman all in one.
** I am a wife. daughter. sister. in-law. friend. cousin. grand-daughter (not yet an aunt, thank god..they are all too young)
** I analyze almost everything..and try to read b/w the lines.
** I'm self conscious.
** I depend on Justin for a lot (as much as I hate to say it)
** I'm shy, until you know me.
** I write everyday.
** I am creative and poetic in my own way.
** I cant take showers when no one is here.
** so i take baths.
** I am selfish. jealous (not so much anymore).
** I have problems w/trusting people.
** I want perfection.
** I need attention from Justin all the time.
** I am affectionate (i wasnt until I met Justin)
** I really dont talk behind backs, usually anything I say I will tell it to your face.
** I wont hurt people on purpose.
** I have had the last 2 things up there done to me too many times.
** I have become lazy.
** I am jobless and this is why I have become lazy.
** I need to finish school.
** I don't know my biological father...nor do I care to. I just want to see what he looks like.
** I hear I look just like my mother.
** I dye my hair.
** Everything else is real, especially the fat.
** I love make up
** I love music...all kinds. Jewel is my favorite.
** My husband is in the AirForce...so therefore my life can be hell at times.
** I do love the USAF though.
** I need to lose weight.
** I don't vote...nor do I care to.
** My big toe always points up. Don't ask me why.
** I love kids.
** I believe in God and pray all the time.
** I smoke. (bad)
** I drink endless amounts of water.
** I have a severe problem with hamburger meat.
** I hate judge mental people. Just keep your mouth shut if you dont "agree" with something. Expecially..if they know nothing about what they are judging.
** I am pretty open minded, and even if I didn't agree I doubt I would say anything b/c its not my life.
** alcohol is nice, but I don't drink often.
** My husband can be a real asshole and a real sweetie all in one day.
** I clean every single day. lovely. :)
** I have to have everything in its "own" place. I hate things out of place.
** I don't like to wear shoes.
** hell, I don't like to wear clothes cept. PJ's.
** I love fast food (bad bad bad)
** I don't eat breakfast like ever, even if I am up that early.
** I make myself eat lunch.
** I am so blessed. :)
  • Current Music
    some band on Jay Leno.