May 13th, 2002

pezhead

the aquarius and the virgo...

Your Virgo mate is an interesting match for you. You might have many different ideas about the same issues, but when you put your heads together, there aren't many problems that the two of you can't solve. Your Virgo values careful planning, while you like to play it by ear; your Virgo thinks about tomorrow, while you live for today.

You could really learn a lot about dealing with life's practical matters from your sensible Virgo. But the criticism that your sharp-tongued Virgo occasionally likes to dish out could annoy you to no end. You both enjoy a certain amount of independence and will undoubtedly appreciate some time apart. This is definitely a relationship that will require a certain degree of communication and understanding. If you're able to reconcile your different ways of thinking, then this relationship could prove to be a stimulating and rewarding one for both of you.

**this is all too true.**
pezhead

oh what a night.

I went to bed at 9pm b/c I was completely exhausted and woke up bright and shiny at midnight. So I stayed up until 6am and then went back to sleep until 12. My sleeping pattern is sooo off, and its getting on my nerves. I just want to be able to go to bed at a decent time and wake up at a decent time. Then life would be wonderful. haha. So last night (early morning actually) I spent my time on the internet of course, b/c there was nothing on television. So..I got really into looking up baby stuff. eeek! I found all the stuff I want though that is the "star" theme! lol. I am so bad! I found the bedding and thee perfect stroller! hahah...and the bedding even had extra stuff to put on the wall that matched. so cute. Oh my I am insane, but its fun to look at baby stuff I think anyways...its all expensive though. The crib I saw that I liked was like 350 and the changing table was like 80. I was like geeeezus. So I'm thinking when I actually do have a baby I will just put one of those one changer things on top of the dresser...b/c I really dont see the point in a changing table unless someone buys it for me! haha. I'm thinking that Justin did have a good idea about buying stuff in advance before we even got pregnant..b/c stuff is expensive...but then again I'm afraid I wont like it later and wont that be bad. lol. and what if we cant even have a baby? that would like break my heart having all of that stuff. I don't know. This is the stuff I actually think about in my head. I'm crazy. So after this whole entry about me being baby obsessed I'm sure ya'll feel the same way. haha. i shall write later!
xoxo
Amy
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pezhead

Im going to walk through the valley...if you want me to.

so im bored. What did I do today? hmm. a whole bunch of nothing like usual. I need to clean really good tomorrow. I don't know why, but I just feel icky when my apt. isnt spotless...and its usually never "spotless" anyways in my eyes. So what is the point? who knows. I didn't feel like cooking tonight so I went and got Justin and I some jersey mikes..it was very yummy. 1 more day until payday! whoohoo!! Oh, I need to get a job! eeek. But it never fails, we are always getting ready to do something...like go back to Illinois for a visit or people or coming..or etc. excuses excuses..i know. :) It's not like I even need a job money wise. We have an extra 150 every two weeks...and that just gets wasted and it irritates me. I need a job to get out of this apartment though. I've been doing this house wife crap for too long now. It would be different if I was a stay at home mom, then I'd actually have work to do...b/c I've seen how hard it is to raise a child. Oh and on that subject..what is the deal with it not being "normal" to have a kid until your like 30?!?! I'm sorry, but I'm not waiting until I'm that old. I don't care how people look at me or what they think of me. I have so many things to offer a child..more than many people do I am sure. Yes, I know I am only 21 (a child in most eyes i presume) but I am married and have a wonderful husband and we love each other very much, we both have tons of love to offer to another human being, we have a steady income w/total insurance coverage, we have loving friends and family, we have a nice apartment, a lovely car, and all the etc's. I just dont understand the whole "career first" crap...b/c that isnt important to me. I guess I must be old fashioned or whatever, but my family is the most important thing to me. I will not worry about "what will people think?!*gasp*" because when God chooses to send us an angel then we will be blessed..even more than we already are in our lives.
k. enough of my ranting.
xoxo
Amy
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