May 6th, 2002

pezhead

to amiee:

thank you so much for all your help on designing my journal...w/out you it would still be plain and boring. l u!

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Oh it is late...or early in the morning...haha either way its almost time for Justin to wake up. I couldnt help myself though I HAD to fix this journal b/c it was driving me nuts! So his lunch is already made, and the point of me even trying to sleep right now is stupid...hes got 10 more minutes of precious sleep. I feel so bad that he has to wake up so early..i wish he could stay home with me. Well tonight I babysat and it was quite enjoyable! I miss having a baby around, so having her here made me feel a lot better! :) Justin was on the computer playing his game until he went to bed at 9pm...he is upset b/c all the leave in May got canceled and now we are afraid we will have to miss his sisters graduation..which is a very big deal to him. I hope we get to go, I was sooo looking forward to it. I need a vacation out of this place. Well enough for tonight (or this morning)
xoxo
Amy
  • Current Music
    the clocks...they click at opposite times. entertaining!
pezhead

is everyone on livejournal just wierd or what?!

ok. so I have been looking around for some journals to read..people that have things somewhat in common with me. I guess thats not going to happen, b/c I cant find a single person who isnt weird, besides the friends I have already. What is with some people these days. Is life really that bad? I guess I'm just lucky...but I dont see the point of cutting myself and that kind of stuff..so no offense to anyone, but its just my opinion and my journal. :) I'll go back to drinking my coffee and start getting the laundry done.
xoxo
Amy
  • Current Music
    nothing.
pezhead

who am I to need you when I am down...

oh how I love this song by the smashing pumpkins. sooo pretty. :) kinda depressing too though. haha. Oh well. I love it all the same. Well, its almost time for Justin to come home! I wish no one had to work, wouldnt that be lovely...but then again the world would not work like it does 'eh? I have been having some thoughts lately about the stupidest things...I keep analyzing everything. Like why do people worship satan? I mean do you really want to burn in hell? that kinda amazes me that there are actually satan worshipers. Why are so many people f'ed up and psycho? Are yah watching too much Oprah or what? haha. I guess I was trapped in my own little box in Illinois for too long or something. I thought only things happened on tv. or something..I was truly sheltered I think. hahah. ahh. well I like that I was brought up there though..I wouldn't change it..but damn. people amaze me everyday I swear. I try not to be judge mental about things...b/c I know I am not the one to be doing the judging...but for real I am in total shock today. I was so naive.
xoxo
Amy
  • Current Music
    crestfallen -smashing pumpkins